I arrived at Lambert International Airport from a whole day of travel from the middle east to find Emma holding Annie waiting for me at baggage claim happy to see me. I told Emma, “Nice Shirt”, took Annie from her and started towards the parking lot. As we were getting ready to get into the car I saw the design on the back of our car that reads “Baby on Board”, strapped Annie into her car seat, buckled myself in and headed home. Before we could get on the highway Emma asked what I thought about her shirt, and I told her that I liked it and asked if she would be selling it on etsy, but she said … and it hit me, she wasn’t wearing a baby on board shirt because she was carrying Annie, but because she was pregnant!

Fast Forward to my trip to southeast Asia at the end of summer and Emma had come down with a terrible case of mono CMV during the first trimester. After that we started having extra ultrasounds to monitor the baby because they were seeing signs of echogenic bowel syndrome. The baby continued to grow but there were still concerns that would only manifest themselves after birth and we would be able to treat symptoms as they arose. (Click here for more info on CMV)
We still did not know if we were going to have a baby boy or girl and I was listening to this message from Craig Groschell, God With Us pt 3 In the Storm (https://www.life.church/watch/god-with-us/in-the-storm/) and he said the following

“ And I took that picture at our family reunion worship time. And I told Mandy, “I believe by faith, “at next year, you will stand all the way through worship.” I gave her that picture as an act of faith. And if you don’t know the whole story, we couldn’t diagnose what she was going through. Finally sent her to the Mayo clinic, have a diagnosis. But for 18 months, she’s just a physical, she just can’t do much at all. Go to the grocery store, stay in bed the next day. And it’s just horrible to watch this newlywed, my daughter go through this.
So one day I’m trying to prepare a message, maybe a month ago. And I just had a breakdown. It just all came crashing down. I went to a place alone in the church. I’m like, “God, give it to me, take it from her. “Can’t you do anything God? “Where are you? “We’ve prayed, come on God.” And I just sensed God minister to me to completely trust my daughter to Him. And I felt like He was showing me that as crazy as I am, as much as I love her, that He actually loves her more than I do. Trust her to Him.
On that same day I came home and I told Mandy, I told Amy, said “I had a breakdown today over Mandy.” She said, “I did too, I did too.” And she said, “I felt like God was telling me,” Amy said, that we should start praising Him for her healing before that we see it. So day after day that’s what we did. “God we thank you. “We believe that she’s going back to the mountain. “God we believe that you’re going to heal her. “God we thank you that you are with her. “God we trust her to you. “God after 18 months of seeing nothing, “we believe that you’re a good God. “We still have faith in you God. “We believe that you can do this.” I’m happy to tell you that for the first time in 18 months we’ve seen some slight and very very real improvement. Very very noticeable improvement. And we praise Him.
And we praise Him as she’s climbing back up the mountain. And we will praise Him when she is on the mountain. But here’s what I want you to understand. We praise Him in the valley. Because we may enjoy Him on the mountaintops but listen to me, we get to know Him in the valleys. He reveals His character to us. We can sense His strength in a way that we can’t otherwise.
When we totally and completely need Him and we have nothing else. And we know that we’re traveling through the valley. We’re just here, we’re passing through. He is a good God. And we’re going to the place of peace.
So right now you feel weak. Who is God? In the middle of your weakness, my God is your strength. When you’re in the darkness, who is God? Our God is your light in the darkness. When you’re in a season of trouble, who is our God? He is your joy in the trouble. When you’re in the middle of pain, who is our God? He is your comforter in the middle of your pain. That’s who our God is. We pass through the valley. Even though we’re in the valley, we do not fear, why? Because He is with us. The same God that is good on the mountaintops is good to us in the valley. We get to know Him in the valley. If you’re in the valley right now you’re just passing through. You won’t be there forever. Our God will lead you out. He is good, He is with you, He is present and He will take you from strength to strength.
When you can’t handle anymore you lean into Him and let His strength be everything that you need. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. Why? Because you oh God are with us. Who are you? You are Immanuel. God with us.”
God so impressed on my heart that we were going to have a girl and that’s how he told me that it was going to be ok. He told me think about the name that you have picked out. That’s how you can know that it is going to be ok. Our girl name was Magnolia Grace. He said Grace…a gift you do not deserve, or rather the free and unmerited favor of God. Magnolia, a beautiful flower. She will be a beautiful display of this like a flower. I told Emma the next day and that carried us through allowing us to take every step in faith that Magnolia would be ok.
When the Doctors said that Emma was going to have to have a cesarean sections because the baby’s oxygen levels were dropping in some positions I knew that she was going to be ok because God said so. When They kept pricking Magnolia’s foot and her blood sugar levels were low, I knew it was going to be ok. When they took her to the NICU and she was hooked up to the monitors, I knew it was going to be ok. When the CMV test came back position, I knew it was going to be ok. Even when I was walking with the nurses down to the ultrasounds of Magnolia’s head, I knew that it was going to be ok. The tough days of back and forth from home and the NICU while they were figuring out the process for medication and so forth, I knew it was going to be ok because of what God spoke to me.
Our God is faithful and thus far in 2018 He is showing us His faithfulness as we show him our faith and giving us many reasons to praise Him as He continues to reveal why He gave us Monumental as a word for the year.

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During our trip to the port of Antioch, we took a detour to see some ancient tombs that have been empty for years. This made me think of the spiritual state of Turkey. The Turks as a people group are considered to be the unreached people group with the largest population in the world. The people who live in what was considered Asia Minor, where Paul proclaimed in a two year journey that everyone had heard the gospel, now have a less than 2% population of Christians. While I have no clue who laid in these tombs, I felt as if this represented the church of Antioch of the past.
Built by Constantine II of the Byzantine Empire as the largest Church in the sixth century, the Hagia Sophia was to be the biggest church in the world. After the Ottoman take over of Istanbul in the 1400s, it was turned into a mosque. Some of the paintings were changed, and large
12 foot diameter tablets


Emma, thank you for your companionship, partnership, and unending support. I love you.