Back to school! Grab these lunchtime basics now!

The Holder house is starting all preparations for the girls to head back to school! As Annie enters 4th grade and Magnolia 2nd grade, we are taking inventory on all our lunchtime necessities. We are blessed to be able to send the girls to a small private school. The school does not provide a hot lunch option, so each day of the year, the girls head out with their lunchboxes full! Due to having a picky eater this can cause A LOT of stress. We have compiled a list of our lunchtime favorites to help combat the stress.

  • OmieBox Bento Box– This bento box has been a lifesaver! Annie doesn’t eat many cold foods. The insulated thermos makes sending warm foods a breeze!
  • Bentgo Ice Lunch Chillers– who knew I would have an ice pack problem? We had a number of ice packs in the freezer, but they all had the same issue. They were too thick to fit into the lunch box with the OmieBox. These ultra-thin ice packs saved the day! The ice pack is still nice and cold by the time the girls return home, too.
  • OmieBox Kids Utensil Set with Case– No more losing your nice silverware forks and spoons or buying non-reusable plastics. The case is such a nice bonus.
  • Sandwich Cutter– Magnolia is a PB&J lover! She loves to get involved in lunch making by selecting a shape for her sandwiches.
  • Stainless Steel Snack Containers– Our girls do snack time each day, and we love sending their snacks in these stainless steel containers. The girls are able to easily operate the lids independently, and we love the girly colored lids.
  • Owala– We have had many brands of stainless steel water bottles, and the Owala is by far our favorite. It is so easy to fill, and we love that it doesn’t spill in their backpacks. This tropical color is the cutest!

Magnolia Grace pt. 1

MG 1I arrived at Lambert International Airport from a whole day of travel from the middle east to find Emma holding Annie waiting for me at baggage claim happy to see me. I told Emma, “Nice Shirt”, took Annie from her and started towards the parking lot. As we were getting ready to get into the car I saw the design on the back of our car that reads “Baby on Board”, strapped Annie into her car seat, buckled myself in and headed home. Before we could get on the highway Emma asked what I thought about her shirt, and I told her that I liked it and asked if she would be selling it on etsy, but she said … and it hit me, she wasn’t wearing a baby on board shirt because she was carrying Annie, but because she was pregnant!

Baby on Board

Fast Forward to my trip to southeast Asia at the end of summer and Emma had come down with a terrible case of mono CMV during the first trimester. After that we started having extra ultrasounds to monitor the baby because they were seeing signs of echogenic bowel syndrome. The baby continued to grow but there were still concerns that would only manifest themselves after birth and we would be able to treat symptoms as they arose. (Click here for more info on CMV)

We still did not know if we were going to have a baby boy or girl and I was listening to this message from Craig Groschell, God With Us pt 3 In the Storm (https://www.life.church/watch/god-with-us/in-the-storm/) and he said the following

God with Us

“ And I took that picture at our family reunion worship time. And I told Mandy, “I believe by faith, “at next year, you will stand all the way through worship.” I gave her that picture as an act of faith. And if you don’t know the whole story, we couldn’t diagnose what she was going through. Finally sent her to the Mayo clinic, have a diagnosis. But for 18 months, she’s just a physical, she just can’t do much at all. Go to the grocery store, stay in bed the next day. And it’s just horrible to watch this newlywed, my daughter go through this.
So one day I’m trying to prepare a message, maybe a month ago. And I just had a breakdown. It just all came crashing down. I went to a place alone in the church. I’m like, “God, give it to me, take it from her. “Can’t you do anything God? “Where are you? “We’ve prayed, come on God.” And I just sensed God minister to me to completely trust my daughter to Him. And I felt like He was showing me that as crazy as I am, as much as I love her, that He actually loves her more than I do. Trust her to Him.
On that same day I came home and I told Mandy, I told Amy, said “I had a breakdown today over Mandy.” She said, “I did too, I did too.” And she said, “I felt like God was telling me,” Amy said, that we should start praising Him for her healing before that we see it. So day after day that’s what we did. “God we thank you. “We believe that she’s going back to the mountain. “God we believe that you’re going to heal her. “God we thank you that you are with her. “God we trust her to you. “God after 18 months of seeing nothing, “we believe that you’re a good God. “We still have faith in you God. “We believe that you can do this.” I’m happy to tell you that for the first time in 18 months we’ve seen some slight and very very real improvement. Very very noticeable improvement. And we praise Him.
And we praise Him as she’s climbing back up the mountain. And we will praise Him when she is on the mountain. But here’s what I want you to understand. We praise Him in the valley. Because we may enjoy Him on the mountaintops but listen to me, we get to know Him in the valleys. He reveals His character to us. We can sense His strength in a way that we can’t otherwise.
When we totally and completely need Him and we have nothing else. And we know that we’re traveling through the valley. We’re just here, we’re passing through. He is a good God. And we’re going to the place of peace.
So right now you feel weak. Who is God? In the middle of your weakness, my God is your strength. When you’re in the darkness, who is God? Our God is your light in the darkness. When you’re in a season of trouble, who is our God? He is your joy in the trouble. When you’re in the middle of pain, who is our God? He is your comforter in the middle of your pain. That’s who our God is. We pass through the valley. Even though we’re in the valley, we do not fear, why? Because He is with us. The same God that is good on the mountaintops is good to us in the valley. We get to know Him in the valley. If you’re in the valley right now you’re just passing through. You won’t be there forever. Our God will lead you out. He is good, He is with you, He is present and He will take you from strength to strength.
When you can’t handle anymore you lean into Him and let His strength be everything that you need. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. Why? Because you oh God are with us. Who are you? You are Immanuel. God with us.”

God so impressed on my heart that we were going to have a girl and that’s how he told me that it was going to be ok. He told me think about the name that you have picked out. That’s how you can know that it is going to be ok. Our girl name was Magnolia Grace. He said Grace…a gift you do not deserve, or rather the free and unmerited favor of God. Magnolia, a beautiful flower. She will be a beautiful display of this like a flower. I told Emma the next day and that carried us through allowing us to take every step in faith that Magnolia would be ok.

When the Doctors said that Emma was going to have to have a cesarean sections because the baby’s oxygen levels were dropping in some positions I knew that she was going to be ok because God said so. When They kept pricking Magnolia’s foot and her blood sugar levels were low, I knew it was going to be ok. When they took her to the NICU and she was hooked up to the monitors, I knew it was going to be ok. When the CMV test came back position, I knew it was going to be ok. Even when I was walking with the nurses down to the ultrasounds of Magnolia’s head, I knew that it was going to be ok. The tough days of back and forth from home and the NICU while they were figuring out the process for medication and so forth, I knew it was going to be ok because of what God spoke to me.

Our God is faithful and thus far in 2018 He is showing us His faithfulness as we show him our faith and giving us many reasons to praise Him as He continues to reveal why He gave us Monumental as a word for the year.

Giving Tuesday

Advance Offering (1)Giving Tuesday is an event every year on the last Tuesday of November where people give to charities of their choice as a gift throughout the holiday season! We want to share about work among unreached and unengaged people groups in a few sentences and why we need your help.

As many of you know we have recently walked through the process of adoption with our beautiful daughter, but before we started that journey God started another one for us.  God called us for missions and that meant stepping out in faith to focus on these people groups that people currently are not going to or engaged in sharing the gospel among them.

A gift to the Luke & Emma Holder Ministry fund at Priority Living goes towards helping us reach reach these people who are lost and in need of the gospel. Before we started our journey of adopting our daughter, God had revealed His heart to us about adopting these unreached and unengaged people groups to work with. David Platt describes unreached people by saying the following: “Unreached people groups are unreached for a reason: they are hard, difficult, or dangerous…all the easy ones have been taken.”

They're Dangerous...

As you consider giving today we want you to watch this video about our role with an organization called Engaging Nations.

We want to ask you to consider giving a tax-deductible donation to help us adopt some of these hard, difficult, and dangerous groups in the world so that we can get in on God’s heart to see people from every tongue, tribe, and people adopted into His family.

Click here to give as you feel led and make sure to designate your gift in the appropriate spot for the Luke & Emma Ministry Fund.

Thank you for your generosity, we could not do what we do without you!

Ordained

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“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.””
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11:28-20 ESV

One February evening during my senior year of high school I read this passage and it finally made sense. The reason God sent His son, what that meant for me, what my response was to be, and what that would mean for me. Oh how I wanted that rest for my soul! As a scholar athlete involved in too many extracurricular activities I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, where I wanted to go to school, or what I wanted to study and because I had none of those answers I was stressed out. But that night, I felt how that yoke was easy and the burden was light because where I was going to go to school or what I was going to study was not ultimately going to define me and it certainly would not give me an eternal identity.

My life changed that night. I didn’t have all the answers, in fact I didn’t have any of the answers to those three biggest questions I had for my life, but it made life in the uncertainty so much easier because I was walking that journey and navigating those answers with Jesus. I don’t mean to rewrite history or act like I had much figured out during that time other than that I wanted to follow Jesus and know Him more. This was affirmed as I hear a preacher speak about how my life was not about me as a response to the gospel and I wrote that on the bill of my senior year Seckman baseball cap so that I could remember my identity was not found on my performance on or off the field and that my part of the team was more important that my personal performance. God would continue to grow a desire to know Him more and learn more about him in the coming months until I decided that I was going to skip a week of baseball and go to a church camp.

Encounter 2010 Pic

God spoke to me while at this church camp as I learned about being like clay in the hands of the potter, make into whatever He wanted. I was coming into that camp with that mindset already as I had decided to do something unprecedented in my life…miss a baseball tournament so that I could focus on my relationship with Jesus. I was also doing something that I never thought that I would do in my life: go to a church camp. It was a new life for me and I was doing what I needed to do to grow in my relationship with Jesus and well…growth doesn’t occur by just doing the same things that you’ve been doing the same way. On the contrary some people consider doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results is just insanity. Going to this camp was a crazy decision for me to make, but I learned so much and by the end of that camp I was ready to focus on things that would help others grow in their relationship with Jesus rather than trying to pursue a limited collegiate sports career.

Once I got back from that camp I spoke to the youth leaders about helping and was plugged into and learned how to start leading a small group with the Brotherhood, a weekly middle school boys group.  We would faithfully meet for the next six years to play games, talk about life, share a meal, study the bible and discuss what it meant for our lives. This was such a blessing to me. I had a vision to give these boys an environment where it was safe to talk about the messiness of high school, girls, their family, and what it meant to follow Jesus without judgement (for the most part).

Christmas Cookies
Boys, I’m not sorry for choosing this picture…I’m sorry for not having more pictures to choose from.

A couple months into this and my freshman year of college I was desperate in prayer seeking God for what my calling was so that I could make the most of my college degree and study that which would prepare me for that calling accordingly. I was pretty sure it had to do with two fields and so I was incredibly desperate because they felt like completely different educational paths: law or youth ministry. One day while walking from one area of my job to another I was keeping the place look nice. I saw a piece of paper on the ground and thought ‘That doesn’t belong there’ so I bent down and pieced it up. As I picked it up I read the two words on the other side while the nearest trashcan came into my line of sight and I thought “And it doesn’t belong there either.” The two words that were on this piece of paper placed in my path was what I needed to answer my prayer as it said, “Youth Ministry”.

God met me right where I was at and continued to call me to follow him and take His yoke upon me one step of obedience at a time. From there I had the opportunity to go to Haiti, Brazil, as well as a couple countries in south Asia and the middle east on mission to get a better grasp on God’s heart for all nations as a part of this call to ministry.

In the midst of that, I met Emma and struggled for a long time with God’s call for a husband and wife and if we were ready for that commitment.  We had a conversation about a month and a half before we started dating that included me sharing about this calling into ministry and needing to know that she would be 

Steady Pleaseready for something like that because I did not want to date someone that I did not think I would marry and this was one of those non-negotiables. After I got back from my next mission trip we got together and I had the opportunity to hear her share how God had called her to be a wife and mom who stayed at home and supported her husband and kids however was needed and that she took that very seriously. And that was when I knew that she was the one.

 

 

“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.” Romans‬ ‭8:28-29‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Fast forward a couple years to get to last week when I was sitting in the conference room at church answering questions in front of the ordination council about what I believe about the bible, ministry, and how God has called me. It was incredible to share some of the process over the past six years as God has continued to confirm that call in my heart and through our lives. The most exciting part of this process to me is looking back at the events that God brought about in my life to get me here. I have such confidence that He was in control through it all and it was for my good and His glory.

Yesterday, I stood before our church as our Pastor presented one of my best friends and I to the church having the full support and approval of the ordination council affirming that God had called us into ministry.

Ordaination Pic

We are so blessed as a family to be a part of what God is doing at Encounter Church and thankful for the opportunity we’ve had to grow because of the way that the leadership lives out their heart of raising up new leaders. Yesterday was in one regard a celebration of sorts for the church in seeing the fruit of what God has produced in our lives and the calling on our lives that was and is being carried out by Encounter Church.

The moment that I read the verses God used to capture my heart on one February evening in 2010 was indeed planned from the beginning of time. Deciding to go to that Church camp where God started to give me a vision for Ministry and then confirming that with the sheet of paper at Vetta as an answered prayer. The opportunities to go to Haiti, Brazil, and then India we’re all a part of God meeting me right where I was and calling me to take my next step of obedience in following Jesus and trusting His call on my life. God met me right where I was and he used so many other people to confirm, encourage, and help me grow.

The list of people that I would like to thank is a mile long and will be unpacked as a part of this ongoing blog series that I’ve titled How We Got Here. I reflected this past week over the process of ordination and the importance of the church not choosing who to ordination, but rather formally recognizing who God has chosen and called into ministry I was reminded of that February night studying Matthew 11 when I decided to start following Jesus. Since that time, I have claimed verses 28-30 as my life verses, but right before that call to follow Jesus in verse 28 is a statement of God’s Sovereignty and explanation of the power Jesus had to issue a call that when met with obedience would bear fruit in the form of peace.

“All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11:27‬ ‭ESV‬‬

It is by God’s grace that I was ordained yesterday because I did not choose this path, but I can look back at how He pursued me and called me though I deserve it not. And that is how I will choose to serve, in such a way that others will feel that they do not deserve because that is who God has called us to be.

Vacation: God Given Rest & Natural Beauty

 

We had the opportunity to take a vacation at beginning of the month. We made a commitment to each other before our wedding that we would be focused on making memories with each other. I have always wanted to go on a camping trip out west and Emma told me about her trip to Utah with her family the summer before we started dating and I wanted to do something similar. So we headed out west and did some hiking and camping in four national parks.

While we were out there, we were constantly amazed at what God did to create this unique Terrain. There were a few things this left us with as we headed home:
1. Necessity of rest
2. ‎‎Clashing worldview explanations of beautiful landscapes
3. Uniquely made works to uniquely glorify God

NECESSITY OF REST:

In the busyness of life it is far too easy for us to skip a sabbath and at times get out of alignment. As Christ followers we see God model the importance of a Sabbath for us from the first chapter of Genesis at the end of the creation account through Jesus’ life where He would recluse from crowds to draw near to God the Father and focus on that relationship.

In life it can be difficult to balance the various roles that we play between work and family life, but being on vacation was a great opportunity for us to just focus on the family and making memories.

I am not trying to biblically justify the fun that we had on vacation, but rather want to make a argument based on the refreshment that I feel having spent time away from work, enjoying my family and God’s creation in Utah and Arizona that we need to spend time focusing on those relationships that we hold most dear to us and to rest.

A vacation is different from a sabbath, but the level of refreshment and rejuvenation that one experiences relationally in an area of their life from partaking in one of these activities can be applied to the necessity of both.

God commands us to rest and take a sabbath…it is important that we regularly find time for this and truly just focus on our relationship with Him. There are absolutely seasons of our life when this is more difficult, but it is worth fighting for and there will always be more work to do, but the time that we do not spend focusing on our relationships with our family and our Father we will not get back.

WORLDVIEW EXPLANATION OF NATURAL MONUMENTS

As we went to Colorado National Monument, Arches National Park, Bryce Canyon National Park, Zion National Park, Grand Canyon North Rim National Park, and Antelope Canyon we were told my tour guides, park rangers, and signs that the formation of these landscapes that made them worthy for the US National Parks Department to make these sites special was because of erosion that took place over hundreds of millions of years.
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As we stood on the edge of these great national monuments of God’s glory, our hearts were turned to worship. Some verses came to mind:

“For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse.” ‭‭Romans‬ ‭1:20‬ ‭ESV‬‬
“The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭19:1‬ ‭ESV‬‬

“For in seven days I will send rain on the earth forty days and forty nights, and every living thing that I have made I will blot out from the face of the ground.”

In the six hundredth year of Noah’s life, in the second month, on the seventeenth day of the month, on that day all the fountains of the great deep burst forth, and the windows of the heavens were opened. And rain fell upon the earth forty days and forty nights.” ‭‭Genesis‬ ‭7:4, 11-12‬ ‭ESV‬‬

“The flood continued forty days on the earth. The waters increased and bore up the ark, and it rose high above the earth. The waters prevailed and increased greatly on the earth, and the ark floated on the face of the waters. And the waters prevailed so mightily on the earth that all the high mountains under the whole heaven were covered. The waters prevailed above the mountains, covering them fifteen cubits deep.

And the waters prevailed on the earth 150 days.”
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭7:17-20, 24‬ ‭ESV‬‬

From a biblical worldview I believe that these great natural monuments are not hundreds of millions of years old but that they were shaped by the great flood of Genesis 7. God set out to blot our every living thing from among the earth except what was on the ark and all the fountains of the great deep burst forth, and the windows of the heavens were opened. It rained for 40 days and nights and the earth was flooded above the mountains for 150 days. I believe that this event is what created these depths and unique monuments that scientists try to explain with theories of the earth being hundreds of millions of years old to get the same effect that the great flood had in reshaping the earth’s landscape.
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The architects of great building and monuments are remembered and proudly displayed because the completed project is a testimony of their greatness. Any How I Met Your Mother fan can think of Ted Mosby giving a tour of New York City sharing about the different architectural styles and designers of the structures accordingly. The excitement you would see from Ted doing this was Emma and I at the base of these monuments giving God glory as the masterful architect.

How Great is our God! For He alone is worthy of our praise. He is full of majesty. He is the Alpha and Omega, from everlasting to everlasting. He spoke and created everything from nothing and rightfully receives glory as He exercises sovereign rule over His creation.

UNIQUELY MADE FOR A UNIQUE PURPOSE

Never in my life have I seen anything like the arches in Arches National Park; the Hoodoos in Bryce Canyon; the depth, breadth, and colors of the Grand Canyon; or the skinny Navajo Sandstone slot canyon known as Antelope Canyon. Part of the glory that they bring to God is in their individuality and that there is no other exactly like them.
Vacation Pics
The same way that God has fashioned these different natural monuments to bring Him glory in their unique design, I believe He does the same thing with people. All of the different hilltop and valley moments where God grows us as we endure suffering and persevere and in the process our story becomes more and more of God’s story but unique because of the different experiences that we have in life. This is a beautiful picture of the church and when broken people come together in fellowship that they get to share the many ways that God has worked in their lives to bring them to where He has them at that point.

I cannot comprehend what this will be like in anticipation of experiencing worship in Heaven like Revelation 7:9-10 describes with those from every tongue, tribe, nation, and people group declaring “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the lamb!”.

It gave me new wind in my sails as God continues to write our story with the different ups and downs that will point us back to Him as our architect through it all.

Acts 17 Complete Lostness

Complete Lostness

To know You and make You known.

We often find that when we are most of our comfort zones and trusting in God to provide that we get to see scripture come alive like never before. This past trip to India I saw this happen in a conversation at our hotel where I was asked why I was there by two english-speaking Indian engineers who were staying at the same hotel as us. I responded that we were tourists and they assumed that since we were there as tourists that we were planning on seeing “The Temple”.  I asked them what temple and they were referring to and one of them answered the temple for Shibaba (as if I should have known).

 

My teammate asked who Shibaba was? What he was known for? What some of his attributes were?

 

 

 

These two gentlemen just looked at each other without an answer as 10 seconds or so went by as they had no response.

 

Our eyes were ready to pop out of our heads as one of them muttered someone about him being an incarnation of another god and that he had made the 10 hour trip from Mumbai before to come to the temple and worship him.

 

My heart broke.

 

The complete lostness of these people who not only have no hope within Hinduism, so many on them know nothing about the gods that they worship.

 

While I can hardly blame them knowing just a handful of the thousands of gods that they worship, I am afraid of the response that many professing Christians might give here in America if asked who their God is? What He is known for? What His attributes are?

 

Paul had a similar experience in Acts 17 when the Athenians asked him to speak in midst of the Areopagus. In this passage Paul notes the many idols that they worship in Athens including one alter with the inscription, “To the unknown god”.  

 

Read what Paul then proclaims to them about the God that they worship as unknown from Acts 17: 24-31.

The God who made the world and everything in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in temples made by man, 25nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything. 26And he made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined allotted periods and the boundaries of their dwelling place,27that they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him. Yet he is actually not far from each one of us, 28for
“‘In him we live and move and have our being’;
as even some of your own poets have said,
“‘For we are indeed his offspring.’
29Being then God’s offspring, we ought not to think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and imagination of man. 30The times of ignorance God overlooked, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent, 31because he has fixed a day on which he will judge the world in righteousness by a man whom he has appointed; and of this he has given assurance to all by raising him from the dead.”

I never got the opportunity to share the gospel with those two guys, but I will never forget them for the arrow they were into the lostness that I was in the midst of and am still in the midst of while at home in St. Louis.

Let us be thankful that the Creator God is not a gold of silver image formed by the imagination of man, nor does He dwell in temples made by man, but rather gives breath and everything to every human life.

In Him we  live and having our being. It is because of this that we give our lives to know Him and make Him known among those who claim to worship no God or worship a god they do not know.

Join us in this journey and ask God to reveal to you the lostness around you that you make identify the opportunities around you to help others know Christ more.

On Mission: A Call to Prayer

It’s going to take a prayer movement to reach a prayer movement…

Five times a day devout Muslims gather and pray.
Five times a day devout Muslims gather and pray.
Five times a day devout Muslims gather and pray.
Five times a day devout Muslims gather and pray.
Five times a day devout Muslims gather and pray.

Arabic transliteration and English translation courtesy of https://www.thoughtco.com/what-do-the-words-of-the-adhan-mean-in-english-2003812:

Allahu Akbar (x4)
God is Great
God is Great
God is Great
God is Great

Ashhadu an la ilaha illa Allah (X2)
I bear witness that there is no god except the One God.
I bear witness that there is no God except the One God.

Ashadu anna Muhammadan Rasool Allah (x2)
I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of God.
I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of God.

Hayya ‘ala-s-Salah (x2)
Hurry to the prayer (Rise up for prayer)
Hurry to the prayer (Rise up for prayer)

Hayya ‘ala-l-Falah (x2)
Hurry to success (Rise up for Salvation)
Hurry to success (Rise up for Salvation)

Allahu Akbar (x2)
God is Great
God is Great

La ilaha illa Allah
There is no god except the One God

For the pre-dawn (fajr) prayer, the l following phrase is inserted after the fifth part above, towards the end:

As-salatu Khayrun Minan-nawm (x2)
Prayer is better than sleep
Prayer is better than sleep


Last night I gathered with a group and one of the women shared with me an interaction with a couple who did not understand the concept of someone from Turkey being a Christian… My new friend described someone as a Turkish Christian to them and she was stopped with the question of, “Which one are they then?” She continued, “Are they Turkish or are they Christian?” As if completely perplexed at the possibility that someone from Turkey could identify as a Christian.

If you grow up in a society and population of over 80 million that is 98% Islam where you hear the Adhan 5 times a day starting at 3:25am it may difficult to think of someone being Turkish and Christian. This is in the other secular Muslim nation where the religion is not promoted by the Constitution.

The birthplace of followers of Jesus being called Christians because they were loving nonjews like Jesus did and proclaimed His message now find it confusing that someone could be both.

If that breaks your heart like it does mine, let us resolve to more prayer ourselves.

The I AM is Great
God the Father is Great
God the Son is Great
God the Holy Spirit is Great
I bear witness that there is no God except the True God, that there is no name higher, nor more worthy of praise than Jesus. That salvation belongs to our God, worthy is the lamb that was slain!
Jesus let your kingdom come and advance in my heart and in those I met.
Let your salvation spread until all nations have heard of your wonderful deeds and declare your glory,
God you are Holy and we cannot fully comprehend your goodness but rather undeserving experience your love and blessings as your mercy and Grace abound daily.
There is no one like you.
Amen.

Love at First Sight!

Let me ask you guys, do you believe in love at first sight? The thought always seemed so cliche to me, but…it happened to me! Not once, but twice. So I am here to tell you, I’m a true believer in this hopelessly romantic gesture of falling in love with someone you know absolutely nothing about.

The first time I experienced love at first sight was with my husband, Luke. Those who are close to us are sure to be tired of hearing this story, I’m sure. Luke and I unofficially met in a parking lot at satellite location of Missouri Baptist University. This “unofficial” meeting involved only three words. Luke and I just happened to park near each other at similar times. Luke said to me, “Nice car.” This was nothing to him, but to me…I guess you could call it love at first sight. An overwhelming feeling washed over me. I knew I would marry him at this moment. Instead of informing him of this information that would have probably sent him running, I just responded with a polite, “Thanks,” and went on about my day. However, this is a different story and I would be happy at different time to tell you all about how I conned (kidding) this nameless boy in a Mustang to marry me, but for now, we will focus on the second time I experienced this love.

As I’m sure you could have guessed, the second time I experienced love at first sight was with baby A. 4:30pm, June 29th, 2016 I met a 8lb, 4oz baby girl. I was overwhelmed with love and tears! As I stated before in a past post, I was so thankful for Luke who listened to the woman who dropped baby A off as she explained legal paperwork to us. Before babies arrival, I only had a fuzzy, awkward angled photo of her before to stare at, much like I’m sure a pregnant mother stares at her sonogram of her unborn child. I didn’t ask, but I was wondering what Luke was feeling towards her at this moment. Do men feel that way about children they didn’t create? Did Luke feel like he was holding a strangers baby, or a baby that he would be raising and loving unconditionally? Did he have an overwhelming sense of love for this little one? Those were my questions I didn’t ask. I did not want to ask them, because I did not want him to feel guilty if he did not feel those things towards her. He was very clear when he agreed to take her in…we were FOSTERING.

Within the next hour, both of our families were over to see her. It was amazing. My brothers and sister and their families, my parents and Luke’s parents were meeting this little angel. We took pictures and took turns holding the sleeping baby. We even all went out for dessert!

Coming home that night was surreal. There was a tiny human who needed us to take care of her. That night, was so sweet. Just like any newborn, she woke up every three hours overnight.  This was so new to Luke and I, we both got up with her each time she woke up. I never thought a loss of sleep could be so exciting. I was in heaven.

The next morning, our caseworker came to visit. They are required to visit within 24 hours of placement. This visit, was when all of my questions for Luke were answered. The caseworker asked us a question I saw coming, but had been avoiding discussing with Luke. She stated that though the case goal was still for reunification, they want the baby to be in her preadoptive home and then asked, “Are you guys interested in adoption?”

I said nothing, I knew Luke said fostering only. I just turned and looked at him, with this sweet, sleeping baby in my arms. Luke looked back at me, smiled, and said…yes. He said YES! He too must have fallen in love with this baby, if not at first sight, then within the past 15 hours that we had just spent with her in our home.

As you can imagine, as time has passed we have fallen even more in love with her! We are so excited to finally announce in our blog, that our placement goal has changed! It is no longer reunification. It is now adoption. We still have many legal steps that will keep us waiting for her name to be the same as ours. We cannot wait for that day, but in the meantime we are patiently waiting and enjoying every minute of our lives with her.

Thankful

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A couple weeks ago I had the pleasure of sitting at Kaldi’s coffee shop in Kirkwood talking with my good friend, John talking about working for the Kingdom of God together in partnership. John and I text prayer requests for each other and commit to praying for each other, our work, and families one day a month. While we were doing this, he shared with me how he is not able to focus on reaching people across the world all the time because of his job, and that it just isn’t where God has him right now…but through partnering with us that he gets to be a part of it because of a young guy with a servant’s heart for the nations

Every good and perfect gift comes from the Father above. We are incredibly blessed as a family, in ways that we can hardly believe, giving us even greater faith and promise that we are on the right path. When we decided that I was not going to go back to teaching and would instead be pursuing full-time mission work, we were taking a huge step of faith knowing that our church could not financially support my salary that we would be depending on Him to provide. We knew that as we stepped out in faith onto e3’s Engaging Nations team that we would be asking people to partner with us in ministry spiritually through prayer and fasting, and financially through recurring monthly, quarterly, or annual gifts. The more that we have learned about Unreached-Unengaged People Groups, the more expectant that we have become in waiting to see God’s plans unfold.

I went through a waiting and refining process while getting my bachelor’s at Missouri Baptist, and then again during my year of teaching in the classroom when God was preparing me for the work that He wanted to do in and through us… and this has been so much more than we could have asked for!

One of the ways that God helped equip me for this work was in one of my bible study groups at church a few years ago where my good friend, Travis challenged our group to memorize Romans 12. I have reaped the rewards of committing this chapter to memory numerous times and challenge the rest of you to do it and see how God can use that in your life. Romans chapter 12 is rich with directions on how spiritual worship is doing what God calls us to, the many differing ways love look, how our different gifts help accomplish His purposes, and overall instructions how to live as Christ followers.

Within the context of this, the Apostle Paul shares with the believers who made up the church in Rome that their differing gifts when used together help them accomplish more:

“4For just as we have many members in one body and all the members do not have the same function, 5so we, who are many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another. 6Since we have gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, each of us is to exercise them accordingly: if prophecy, according to the proportion of his faith;7if service, in his serving; or he who teaches, in his teaching; 8or he who exhorts, in his exhortation; he who gives, with liberality; he who leads, with diligence; he who shows mercy, with cheerfulness.” (NASB)

As I started meeting with people almost daily in the beginning of October asking them to join our ministry team, I have gotten to know people and their gifts on a deeper level allowing me to better understand some of the ways that these differing roles help accomplish the Great Commission. It has been such a blessing hearing from people and hearing how they want to matter, be a part of growing God’s Kingdom, and I am so thankful for these experiences! This never would have happened if we did not take the step of faith to follow God into this scary and unknown season of relying on Him to provide for us in a very real way with our finances. My position with e3 Partners Ministry does not have a salary or hourly wage, but instead is dependent upon people to become partners in this work by financially giving to the work that we are doing with Unreached and Unengaged People groups who have never heard the gospel.

God knows where every cent from every one of our financial partners is going to come from, and the exact times people will be praying and fasting for our ministry. We are constantly amazed and thankful as God continues to reveal who the members of the team are and we could not be more excited!

Through this season, we have come to better understand how every good and perfect gift indeed comes from the Father above. Emma and I are so thankful for everyone who we have met with and especially those who have committed to partnering with us. We’re exuberant that God has built the relationships as the divine networker to give us the opportunity to work together. Listening to you share your heart with us and deciding to partner with us following God to reach these Unengaged People means the world to us. You all are the best!

If we haven’t talked to you yet, just wait for it and start praying for how you might partner with us in ministry. Be ready for a phone call asking when we can get together and chat about global missions and the opportunity that we have working with Unengaged People Groups.

Have a Happy Thanksgiving!

Waiting for Baby

It is Emma again!  If you know me, I barely have time to wash my hair, let alone write a blog post! Sorry it has taken so long for my second post to arrive. As I type right now, I am sitting outside of my nephew’s school waiting for his talent show to begin. Any-who, back to business! Check out my first blog post, Unexpectedly Expecting to catch up if you have not already read it!

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After the phone call had been made to this sweet little child’s caseworker, things were moving much quicker than we expected. We were asked if we have a car seat and told that she was going to work on getting us to be able to pick the baby up from the hospital. WHAT??!!! I had barely even told all of our immediate family member and we were going to get a baby from the hospital that day?! Luke and I went to lunch, which was already planned and then were headed to the store to get stuff to bring a baby home. We literally did not have one thing that would equip us to have a child at our house.

While we were eating, we received a call back from the caseworker that she could not get us approved to pick up the baby, she would have to be placed in an emergency foster care placement and that she would call us after court the next day. After this bit of news, which was so very anticlimactic, the next few weeks would continue to follow that pattern.

The next morning we were given a phone call to inform us that the case had been transferred to a different county and we would be getting a new caseworker to contact. Not only did we have a new caseworker, there was also a separate organization involved, 30 Days to Family. This organization is amazing, but caused the process of getting this precious baby into our home to be much longer. As an organization, they work to place children with family members. This means every family member over the age of 21 had to be contacted. The caseworker had to do extensive research on her family from both her mother and fathers side.

Luke and I began clearing out our second bedroom, but very slowly. I was trying so hard not to get my hopes up, knowing that both parents have large families and any one of them could be willing to take the baby and we would be off the table as an option. I would like to think I was keeping a brave face. Acting as if I would be fine if she was placed with her family member, but the longer I thought about her, the more I fell in love. So much love and I still had not even met her! We were entering in the beginning of the application process for fostering, we were attending meetings for her, we decided what we would call her, and we had still not met her!

17 days… we had to wait 17 days to get the answer we had been waiting for. Of course, during this time, my phone never left my side. I was impatiently waiting to hear who the baby would be placed with. Finally, on day 17 I got another phone call, we had been chosen! All we needed was a judge signature and she would be coming to our house!! Easy, right?! It was a Thursday and we were told we would be getting another member of our household before Tuesday!

We kicked it into high gear! We painted, we bought a crib, we bought clothes, formula, bottles, all of the accessories that were mandatory for a newborn and waited. And waited. And waited. I refused to leave the house Monday or Tuesday, knowing that I could get the call at any moment that they were on their way with her. We were not so lucky. It was Wednesday, when I finally talked myself into leaving to go work at my business, which had been taking the back burner to the baby preparation when the caseworker called. I had barely even made it in the door of the shop when I got the call, packed back up and headed home.

A few hours later, she was there! I will never forget those moments. Staring out of the living room window, waiting for the car to pull up, finally seeing it and rushing out the door. I will never forget the tears as I grabbed the tiny baby from the caseworkers hands. Crying as I tried, but failed to listen to the caseworker walk us through a packet of legal work. Beginning to memorize everything about this sweet little girls face. Kissing and holding her.

Our waiting had finally ended. She was in our home, dropped off without any directions, much like having a baby of our own. We were left to parent and love this sweet one.

Luke is working on his first post about adoption, while I work on a post about the first time I heard Luke agree to adoption!